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When in stressful situations, we produce a stress hormone. Cortisol.
When we are in too much stressful situations, we produce a lot of stress hormones. A lot of cortisol.
Cortisol makes our hippocampus shrink.
Why the fuck does it make my hippocampus shrink! I need it the most when I'm in stressful situations!
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| 05:05pm 18/01/2006 |
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Well, yesterday I brought iBookje to the hospital. He'll stay till the end of this week, or the beginning of nexts. I miss him, this PC is crappy. Can't find the right keys to the letters.. Humpf.
But there was a really nice doctor, and travelling by train reminded me of a few funny things.
And now I am having time to read a book, to socialize more with my surrogates, i may 'iBook' on the eMac on my own backup. Takk Tom =)
And takk Jochem, pfff hearts!
=) It is working out.
EDIT: Not so well now i've read my ex's blog..
Ho! Ik moet nog eerst even de beste wensen wensen aan jullie, en een gelukkig 2006 toegewenst. (rampjaar) 2005 ligt nu eindelijk achter ons. Zoals Lebbis en Jansen (dubbel s??) in hun oudejaarsconferance zongen "Alles was gebeurt is, is nu achtergrond geluid".
I feel guild, when i read how he is so happy his crappy 2005 is over. And I am for sure to blame.. And how all that is past, are just background noises now. I am a background noise. And i don't know what to think of it. Does he really want to just forget all about us? On the other hand, he's over me. Of course he is, of course..
I feel mixed feelings. All I should is loose them, send Joost a happy B-day eCard tomorrow, he'll turn 22. Hmm =) I am such a poseur (??). It is what I could've expected. And, it especially is NOT what should lead me in other ehm ways.. I have learned from the past, he might have not learned anything, except for me being a slut.. But I learned. I am happy the way I live right now. Some grades could turn out better, but Jochem couldn't. He is so 100% =) |
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| 12:04pm 21/11/2005 |
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mood: ♡ music: Neversleeper . Das Pop . The Human Thing
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 hap hap happy Bday Björk!!
*stolen from bjork.com
♡ warre |
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| 01:18pm 20/11/2005 |
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mood: hap hap hap happy! music: Isobel . Björk . Telegram [IMPORT]
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ahhmm i feel hap hap happy!
and my belly feels like it is missing another belly..
YAY YAY YAY YAY!!
pff ♡♡♡♡♡♡!! |
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| 08:55pm 14/11/2005 |
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mood: hm music: In Time . Zero 7 . When It Falls
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i am falling, again!
but now it feels good again and verrrry boring. but that's what we like best. being really boring :D
being with him makes me feel so good, being alone is bleh..
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he gives me the goosebumps when we are separated.
and he makes me glow warmth when he's so near..
but all the bad comments my parents have aww puke!
and today the doctor said i should walk as normally as i could (broke my tarsal bone 8 weeks ago).
but i already did, sort of. like shopping in amsterdam :)
mum was making me sad, pfff!
and dad mwah..
and jochem :D
now if i only could understood statistics..
pfff <3
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| 11:42pm 27/10/2005 |
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mood: hm music: Ágætis byrjun . Sigur Rós . Ágætis Byrjun
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( no flash )
<3 warre |
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| 07:24pm 24/10/2005 |
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music: Dead To The World . Röyksopp . The Understanding
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Pure Nerd
52 % Nerd, 43% Geek, 17% Dork
For The Record:
A Nerd is someone who is passionate about learning/being smart/academia.
A Geek is someone who is passionate about some particular area or subject, often an obscure or difficult one.
A Dork is someone who has difficulty with common social expectations/interactions.
You scored better than half in Nerd, earning you the title of: Pure Nerd.
The times, they are a-changing. It used to be that being exceptionally smart led to being unpopular, which would ultimately lead to picking up all of the traits and tendences associated with the "dork." No-longer. Being smart isn't as socially crippling as it once was, and even more so as you get older: eventually being a Pure Nerd will likely be replaced with the following label: Purely Successful.
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| 02:17pm 08/10/2005 |
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mood:  sad music: All Is Full Of Love (Video Version) . Björk . All Is Full Of Love
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ik twijfel zo arg!! ik twijfel zo..
ik wil weten wat je voelt, ik wil weten of ik het recht nog wel heb.
of ik er al wel weer aan toe ben, of ik over de anderen ben. of ik het nog wel kan, of jij nog wel voelt.
AWW FUCK! WHY DID I SCREW IT UP! WHY? |
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| 02:16pm 05/10/2005 |
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mood: sad music: Sonnets / Unrealities IX . Björk . Medúlla
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I WON SOMETHING! I WON!!
:o
don't ask me what i won, i do not know.
bungyjump or driving lessons.. i really do not know. i can't remember participating!
but i won!
and it makes me happy, forgetting my sorrows for a while
(it makes me laugh to see me jumping with the pink cast on my leg =D)
and i passed my test today, i hope. i got 21 out of 30.. not that bad?
and i am enjoying school. got some persons i like.
and i am back in my own room. i missed it!
i couldn't get my thoughts straight last week. about going back to j, but i am not realistic.. altough i keep in mind we could. if. if. IF!
sometimes i feel so lonely, sometimes i feel so don't know.. not happy it is. but well. thats what i deserve.
there were just to many old memories floating back to the surface.. even some feelings seem to be growing again, i can't place them yet..
hmm.
it was for the best, but i should have happened so different and i am still so sorry for it. i am so sorry.
<3 warre
EDIT: yay! 5 hour driving lessons! yay! |
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| 11:28pm 28/09/2005 |
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mood: sad music: Indigo . Moloko . Things To Make And Do
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awwww :*(
i fell in the shower, everything was wet and slippery..
my ass hurts, it feels purple..
and it make my 'good' foot ache more..
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| 07:43pm 24/09/2005 |
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music: Play Dead . Björk . Greatest Hits
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i'd like to receive a lot of 'get well' and other cards that make my heart glow and my tarsal bone grow.
pfff love, warre |
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| 01:32pm 20/09/2005 |
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music: Headlock . Imogen Heap . Speak For Yourself
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AWWWW..
i broke my foot.. :*( |
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| 01:13pm 14/08/2005 |
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music: frou frou, i guess nr 3
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frou frou's album starts like a movie. it makes me feel 'ooohhh little mermaid!' |
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| 09:49pm 09/06/2005 |
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music: Sunday (The Day Before My Birthday) . Moby . 18
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i hate to work on thursdays. i HATE HATE HATE it!
and now i just worked my last thursday, and i thought i would be really happy about it.
but i just can't find it, not even one tiniest spark of relief!
awwh i can't help it. i feel sad.
and i feel angry to myself. how i am the worst girlfriend ever.
i feel like crying, to be alone forever.
and i feel so happy about going to university, but i am so scared to fail.
i am a coward, the most enormous coward you'll ever met. |
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| 12:57am 03/06/2005 |
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mood: what to do? music: the postal service
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I AM GOING TO KILL EVERYONE WHO SAYS TO LOVE ME SOMEWHAT TO MUCH AND MAKES ME FRIGTENED ABOUT IT!
ARG!
love, warre
ps: hein, you are safe. |
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