Current mood:	sad
Current music:	Sonnets / Unrealities IX . Björk . Medúlla

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I WON SOMETHING! I WON!!
:o

don't ask me what i won, i do not know.
bungyjump or driving lessons.. i really do not know. i can't remember participating!

but i won!
and it makes me happy, forgetting my sorrows for a while

(it makes me laugh to see me jumping with the pink cast on my leg =D)

and i passed my test today, i hope. i got 21 out of 30.. not that bad?
and i am enjoying school. got some persons i like.
and i am back in my own room. i missed it!

i couldn't get my thoughts straight last week. about going back to j, but i am not realistic.. altough i keep in mind we could. if. if. IF!
sometimes i feel so lonely, sometimes i feel so don't know.. not happy it is. but well. thats what i deserve.
there were just to many old memories floating back to the surface.. even some feelings seem to be growing again, i can't place them yet..

hmm.
it was for the best, but i should have happened so different and i am still so sorry for it. i am so sorry.

<3 warre

EDIT: yay! 5 hour driving lessons! yay!